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1. Alvarado not for Alvarado but to ice pick the thereafter 

2. Con woman leaves lasting pros and an amateur con

3. Laurd of the Septum and Carbon Rings run stripper heel book holders 

4. Sophocles brought a soft heart from Paris to New Amsterdam

5. Cinder blocks ghetto block parties with Sebring convertibles

6. Bell Blvd Bar mixers mix a time so late for work

7. Schmuck shucks ego blow up sup elevate to new league

8. Bo-ooogie man walks red carpet via desperate entertainment industry 

9. K-Pain rappin out J Crew prep to cruise this ego

10. AtxEuroPesos prostitute a well sold whoredom

11. ALabamda EXchange the queer for the flirt, exchange big for right

12. MariaK, forget-you-nots, The dance that never ended and never will

13. St Nicholas brings candied fish to a young boy

14. Pontine nuclei localization to a quick lesion

15. Michigan States this is her first girl

16. Journal of the ESsential Sociedad of Special Needs

17. Job Openings (for) Economist, DDS self prescribes sildenafil

18. VinnDiagrams stuff puppy dogs in circles of rules and regulations

19. Auburn locks lock this heart into a tender sweet tomato soup in Bushwick

20. Laurel wreaths repeating leaps and bounds across the Throgsneck bridge
21. Sarah discovered herself her hands on me around me inside me while he watched and fell
22. Railroads feed me john galt's BigMac at the reddened RonaldMcDonald loft

Do you want another drink?
She just had a drink!

Your eyes threaten me with love
Prove it to me!

You eye him with lust 
You ask to leave with me?

You keep your distance some
She just met you tonight!

so long

Your long hands tugged at my lower back 

Your soft lips pushed at my lips

Your long arms locked me at the hip 

Your soft breasts pushed at my breasts

Your long body wanted to advance and advance you did

pushing me so 

my upper back gnawing into the railing

my lower back still in your hands

Your soft lips wanted to advance and advance you did

bending me a

thin bamboo my neck my back protrude into sea breeze

my lower back still in your hands

I bend and I whimper and I melt and I rest 

in your cabin of long hands and long arms and long legs

cabin by the sea

I open my eyes to the dark sky the dark sea and see 

that I need not five senses 

but one but

that ship has sailed

long limbs
so long

so long, mate

so long
ago

my lower back still in your hands

United State of Pain

He said she has experienced his pain
He said none other has 
He said he loves her

I stay quiet
For I have said what he has said

I remember how safe I was
when you answered the phone
three thousand miles away I was safe
but not three seconds prior

You never told me your pain
You were familiar with mine
Like none other has
Lookers-on may laugh but they know not

You are a bad counselor

I wanted to feel your pain I wanted to feel You
Yield. Let it cut deeper
I felt safe doing so. You with me 
over a tenuous line 

You are a bad counselor
You never told me your pain

Without Me

My back touches the wall
Your back touching air

No one pays attention to us

My hip touching air
Your hip touches air

They continue without us

You look down at me
Brown eyes soft and pure
Gently loving
Brimming with Goodness

I breathe the air pocket between our eyes
and it is not enough
air

My back touching the wall
Your back to them

I look past you wanting escape

My hip wanting your hips
Your hip girdling me inside

I look up at you
My eyes hiding and low
Deftly running
Brimming with Fear

Our hips float in the air pocket between our loins
and it is so very little
air

They continue without us

my eyes deceive you
my hips deceive you

You continue without me

A Wash Enough

Today is a wash
I lie
Every day has been a wash
This week
A wash

Idleness
Realization
that this is a wash

Waiting
So much
This is not it

Not the Life
These people
A wash

Simply waiting

This is not it
Not the Life
Leads to it

A wash
Just a wait

The fire inside burns so strong so restlessly I hold myself back from the worse from dishonor Yet it is it must it SHALL be released in small spurts For How does one deal with This waiting A perfect life Perhaps A privilege indeed to be bequeathed Yet The sense of control wanting to lose itself RESTless yet I do not REST I must keep moving yet This Life is not moving FAST enough Guard yet I do my honor so tenuously Dependent on  Audience I do best ONLY of which I let myself But Not do I let myself do the best I am capable OF Because why care yet She She She and SHE make me care Who is she Nobody but a gentle soul A gentle soul Is All I need I do not know But I do know what is not Enough

The wonder of 
Enough

Fortune Rookie

She cracks

Cracks open

A fortune

Empty

inside

Empty inside

Just a message

Heavy like Air

So heavy

Deal your own

A fortune 

Empty

outside

Empty outside

Not a message

Light like Earth

So light

Not your time

Fortune cookie

for 

Fortune rookie

Make your own

Identity crisis

Identity capital

Your 
fortune