Baby Bird: mommy! hug me!
Mama Bird: ok Please be a good girl when you return to NY. 
Baby Bird: I'm a free bird. Fly around and around.
Mama Bird: I want to hug my little birdie. Mommy love you very much. Be careful where ever you fly.

I am a singing teddy bear
I am cuddly and furry
I have no heart and lungs just squeezable widdle paws
Paw Paw Paaaaaaaw

vanilla

strain heave wrapt vanilla white sheets throes of vanilla plain mort reincarnate re-enlighten light strong waft vanilla vanilla where did thou come from? i am fond of thee i gasp for survival fittest most fitting a la petite mort vanilla conceive thee i shall carbon bonds clitoral fragrance carbon molds clitoral quintessence

starve happy

i blunder milligrams and micrograms

you stop me 
i expect a lash
you grasp my wrist
firm
gently make a point 
that it's not a major point
but enough to point

i advance millimeters and micrometers
blonde streaks threading through gentle hazelnut
waves upon waves floating at the nape
masculine narrow blue eyes determination
feminine grasping hand educating encouraging
faint facial lines proving worth and time 

i walk outside
scan the usual fare
decide to starve
happy

velcro skies

misaligned interests

changing faces
west coast
east coast
no coast 
in sight
a future in the air
velcro skies
yank my feathers

small wounds 
coalesce
borning me

no questioning

his big white coat commanding
that i be his chaperone standing
in a little white room we beckon
to remove her gown in a second
soft young breasts we are questioning
cysts benign malignant malingering
a natural instinct the brain retrieves
a past love's consummation eve
soft young breasts i am caressing
trysts sighs poignant lovemaking
a laughable charge the brain receives
a present society's assumption i tease
soft young female chaperone no questioning
as proper molestation prophylacting

anything but

how long do you think we'll last ? six months ?
I smile and do not respond to gypsy musings 
for gypsies dance and frolick and she too free to do anything but

and I too slow too late to do anything but

write

write about her musings that were not musings
write about the gypsy who wants a home
write about the home that wants a gypsy
write about my musings that were her musings that were not mere musings